..its been awhile..I healed eventually but never took of the scar that hangs in my heart... I get to strike back but realizing it never really made me contented..As they say, anger is the fruit of all evil..I will never be as innocent as I was once, but really, honestly I wish I could turn back time to edit those mistakes, but on the other hand I thought that I wouldn't be as wise today if I hadn't made them....But you grew old and nothing left would be of the matter for your wisdom, I wouldn't have anyone to pass it on. Life is just cruel, you gain happiness but it requires you to pay some grief in return.

..counting the days still, when I would realize the mystery of what is life, of what you should do to please it...I lost so many, yet Im too scared to do the change.. coward, thats who I am, behind the juggernaut is the crying boy..alone and scared